“Feral”
“Feral” (fîr’əl, fĕr’-) adj.
1. Existing in a wild or untamed state.
2. Having returned to an untamed state from domestication.
THE PAINTINGS:
What is Feral Painting #1 – Reclamation - As the definition of “feral” goes, “the return to a wild and untamed state after domestication, I find delight in the rediscovery of this piece. After beginning this painting 4 years ago, I stowed away. It was in hiding, like my natural, untamed self…kept in the dark for years. All that time I judged it, “I don’t like it, It’s too unstructured, too wild, too crazy, too much.” I could not really even see the piece, it appeared to me as this undefined mess and tangle of shapes and forms. After my weekend of swimming in the lakes, I found myself pulling this painting from storage. It was incredible. It was like I had never seen it before even though I could tell myself it was always there, always a part of me. Today I love this piece. I love how wild and untamed and full of life it is. I love how it does not seem to mind the tangles and density of intersecting shapes and forms. It does not seem to mind that it appears without a clear direction or plan. Instead, it revels in its diving and sweeping lines, its curves and complexity, it lack of control or definition. This piece reflects the reclamation and the glory of the tangled, messy, uncontrolled, irrepressible, wild womanchild within.

Feral 2 - "Diving In"
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Feral 2 – “Diving In”
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Feral 2 detail
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What is Feral #2 – Diving In – This piece has been 9 months in the making. I travel through the darkness to find the light over and over again. No going around it, we can continue to dance around it, fumbling through the darkness or dive into the mystery and see what we find….how often have we been scared of the monster lurking under the bed for years and finally dare to look and find that there was nothing ever there? We can dive into our own darkness and fears over and over to find that there is ultimately nothing there but vapor, a myth. And, in that discovery we can begin to free ourselves from our fears that have limited us. Diving straight into our fears, we find that there is nothing and in that we find our liberation.
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